Dedicated to Ayrton Senna

It all happened for me one day during one of manyfar from being friendly as Prost had crashed in to
stays in South America, more specifically while inSenna during the last race of the 89 season which be
Santiago, Chile when I woke up early on a Sundayvirtue of eliminating both drivers guaranteed Prost
morning in order to take advantage of the early light(who was slightly a head in the point standings) the
to get some good shots of my neighborhood. It wasdriver’s title. Senna however would not be
this place and time of the day that was ideal for me;outdone and it was the year that followed that he
who was a photographer way back then in 1992.would return the favor by crashing in to Prost in
 another collision that would take both out of the final
It was on that Sunday in May after shooting a rolerace however on that occasion it was Senna who
of film that I decided to go home and catch thewas leading in the point standings.
Formula one race on television; the Monaco Grand 
Prix which I had heard so much about but had neverBy the time of the next Grand Prix without much
seen. If truth be let out I was not a car racing fan atroom for doubt I had become a great fan of
the time as I really knew very little if anything aboutSenna’s as I saw him being to his sport what
car races other then the fact that they bored meJordan was to basketball, or Maradona was to
stiff specially after having seen the American Indyfootball, or Louganis to diving. Naturally if the issue by
and NASCAR races which like other Americanhis fans this he had millions not only in his native Brazil
sporting activities that include baseball simply held nowhere his popularity rose even above that of Pele (a
entertainment for me what so ever.football player whose greatness was almost equal to
 Maradona’s) but all over South America where
With regards to formula one this after having seenhe was idolized.   
four races that season even I could see was 
something different from what I had known before.The next race; the Canadian Grand Prix came with
For instances it was not cars doing laps around aSenna managing to win pole position but this was a
circle as was the case in America but a circuit and Ifeat he would only do once that season and as for
could see a lot to gather my passion and I perhapsthe rest of the season much to my disappointment I
would have even become a great fan of the sportwould only see Senna win two more races and finish
had it not been for the one factor. There was onein fourth place in the driver’s championship behind
man, “Nigel Mansell” driving for a team calledMansell in first, Patrese in second and Schumacher in
“Williams Renault” who had not only won allthird. Despite this however Senna did win three races
four races that season but had lead them all fromthat season; this number being second only to
start to finish. It was not so much that I hadMansell’s nine races which broke the record for a
anything personal against this English driver but forsingle season which had been held by Senna with
me who was not a fan of the sport yet and far lesseight.
one of his the fun of seeing one man win so easily 
over the rest held no joy for me.With the 92 season over with as well as the year I
 moved back to the States where I continued to
It was on that Sunday while watching this formulawatch F 1 in the 93 season that would see
one race that I witnessed again how Nigel MansellSenna’s team McLaren change engines from
was leading this race which like all the others thatHonda (who withdrew from Formula one) to Ford
year he had lead from start to finish but on thiswhich not by chance was also being used by the
occasion he was leading over Ayrton Senna Da SylvaBenetton team which Michael Schumacher was a
who found himself in second place. I after havingdriver for. The 93 season also brought along with it
watched four races had learnt that in this sport aother changes such as Mansell leaving Williams to be
two second lead was a big deal in fact sort of like inreplaced by Prost while Senna’s teammate
slalom were half a second is a huge deal thoughBerger was replaced by Michael Andretti ( Indy
Mansell was not two seconds ahead of Senna but 30champion as well as son of 1978 F 1 champion, Mario
seconds which for all intensive purposes might as wellAndretti). Senna’s team was using new engines
have been an eternity specially since only nine lapsbut rather then shorten the gap between themselves
were remaining on a course were overtaking wasand the Williams team they in fact widened it for
extremely difficult.now not only were their engines not as strong as
 those of Williams but theirs were not even as
With regards to Ayrton Senna I had heard in thepowerful as those of Benetton who had it in their
four races that I had watched that year that he wascontract with Ford that they had exclusive rights to
one of the best but in truth I saw nothing in him thatFord’s most advanced engines. This meaning that
would have suggested this. He only had eight pointsMclaren would constantly be getting Ford’s
in the standings which was far less then Mansell whosecond best engines after Benetton had finished with
already had forty and though I knew he was worldthem.
champion from the year before I could not figure out 
what made people praise him as they did. I at thatThe season started with the first race taking place in
point was willing to turn to another channel were aSouth Africa where Senna took second place to Alain
football match from the Italian “Serie A” wasProst’s first place, while Schumacher took third
due to begin because even with what was my limitedthough. At one point during the race Schumacher had
knowledge at that time I could see that Mansell wasbeen in second place only to be passed by Senna
almost a sure thing to win that day.when both came in to pits. Senna however like all
 great ones was not one to lament so as the season
In recalling this day the only reason I turned on thiscontinued he went on to win the next two races and
race was because I wanted to watch somethingthree of the next six. One of these being again
before watching the “calcio” as we ItaliansMonaco like he had done the previous year and
call it and because I knew it took place on theanother being in his native Brazil where once again he
streets of Monaco where I had once driven a carproved to by the master of wet conditions but
myself so it was with this in mind that I tuned in tohowever with the technological difference being
this race but I will never forget that moment when Ienormous Alan Prost, another great driver in his own
was about to turn the channel thinking it was overright (finishing his career with 51 wins and four world
and perhaps if my old TV set had had a remotetitles) would not be denied the 93 world title despite
control I would have done so quicker. All I rememberwhat could be classified as Senna’s gallant effort.
was a scream naturally in Spanish coming from the 
set “Ayrton Senna has taken first place”, thisProst in his Williams Renault went on to win seven
statement making me freeze as I wondered howout of sixteen races that year which clinched him the
that was even possible but as my eyes turned backworld title for the forth time while Ayrton Senna in
to the screen the image only confirmed what hadwhat I would call perhaps his finest season
been announced.considering all his disadvantages would go to win five
 races and finish in second place (which to Senna
Senna was in first place because for some reasonpersonally meant very little after having been three
which I had not really been paying attention to whichtime world champion) a head of both Damon Hill (also
I would find out later; Mansell had gone in to pitsof Williams Renault and F 1 champion in 96) and
because he had blown a tire that for some strangeMichael Schumacher (future seven time world
reason took his pit crew 39 seconds to fix (the normchampion) who in fact baring the Williams cars had
being far less). This was all the break that Sennathe best car in F 1.
needed to take first place but taking first place was 
one thing holding on to it with Mansell and his WilliamsSenna after the 93 season moved over to Williams
Renault which like many were saying was by far theRenault which prompted the retirement of Alain Prost
best car in the world at that time was a differentfrom Formula One as he did not wish to be second
matter. True Senna had a nine second lead and itdriver to Senna. To me at the time it seemed almost
was not so much that I wanted to see him win buta certain that Senna would be world champion in 94
or that I wanted to see Mansell loose but I had hadafter all he had the best car though Benetton with
enough of watching a one man’s domination so ittheir Ford engines had truly shortened the gap in the
was unwillingly in fact that I started pulling for Sennaoff season between themselves and Williams.
to win more because I wanted to watch somebodySchumacher then at the age of 25 was a already a
else win for a change.great driver but he had not been able to beat Senna
 in the previous season despite having the more
Mansell was gaining as his engine was clearly stronger,advanced car.
despite his having only ten cylinders in comparison to 
Senna’s twelve but in spite of this he wasThe 94 season would turn out to be the last
quickly getting closer to the point were he evenhowever for the man who had become an idol of
gained an almost incredible five seconds in one singlemine as a blown engine would see him leave the first
lap. The lead had been cut to under a second thisrace of the season while being in second place after
putting Mansell so close to Senna’s car to makehaving been passed by Schumacher in pits though
one think that at any second he could overtake him;not in racing conditions. The second race like the first
as it seemed that he with three laps to go waswould see Senna win pole position but again not the
practically breathing down Senna’s neck. Mansellrace as a first lap collision on the very first turn
was going much faster, this point there was nowould see Senna knocked out of the race which
arguing but despite it all he simply could not passSchumacher like the previous race would go on to
Senna who was doing what even an untrained eyewin. The season was shaping in to a strange one as
like mine at the time could see was a masterful jobSenna twice had managed to get on pole but had
of blocking Mansell of from passing him. I could evennot managed to finish either race due to first
see the despair in Mansell who was also a greatmechanical difficulties and then a crash.
driver (though not as great) with a far superior car 
doing everything he could to overtake but no matterIt was after those two first races that San Marino
what steps he took this driver who a few monthscame which is known as the fastest race in Formula
ago I had not even heard of always managed toone. Perhaps there was something that weekend in
simply stay one jump ahead.Italy but what ever it was an Austrian driver named
 Ratzenberger was killed that weekend during
Comedy was even to be found at how Sennapractice. The third race like the first two of that
managed to keep from being passed as in truth heseason saw Senna start from pole position with
practically spent that last three laps withSchumacher in second place but unlike the previous
Mansell’s front bumper touching his rear bumpertwo Senna kept his lead till another mechanical failure
and there were even those moments in which heas had been the case during the first race saw him
was almost side by side but try as Mansell might hecrash in to concrete wall at a speed of 320
just could not pass as Senna simply would not allowkilometers per hour. The sight was one my mind will
it. The final lap came and as Senna’s car crossednever get rid of: seeing Senna crash with his car
the finish line in first place (with Mansell, side by side aalmost exploding as it hit that wall; the force of
fraction of a second behind) it blew its engine butwhich left Senna unconscious as he was taken to
this was no longer of consequence for the race washospital by helicopter where he arrived in a coma
over. Senna had won the Monaco Grand Prix for theafter which he passed away. I must admit tears was
third time in a row and forth in his career but how hemy reaction as I heard the news that Senna had died
had managed to block of this car which was going sofor he in the two years I had known of him had
much faster then his with a car that was about tobecome an idol to me not only because he could win
break down was something that made me admitraces in Formula won in spite of having a car which
“Ok, he is as good as they said he is”.was at least as far as 92 and 93 far inferior to those
 of his rivals but for his competitive nature which
Upon seeing this Brazilian cross the finish line Iplaced winning above everything.
cheered like I had rarely done for any sport that was 
not football not only that he had won but theTo many Senna was a man who was winner though
manner in which he had done it. Naturally with aone who was aloof, selfish, arrogant and
blown engine a car will not go to far and in aself-centered however to those whose opinion be
tremendous show of sportsmanship Nigel Mansellsuch I say that they have the right to think as they
allowed Senna to ride on his car to the podium wheresee fit but I also say to them to look at how he
he received his first place trophy with champagneonce could have one a race as he was in first place
being poured on him by Mansell (second place) andand on the last lap with the driver’s championship
Ricardo Patrese (third place). Patrese being an Italianalready his rather then rack up another win for
driver also from the Williams Renault team. As a foothimself allowed his team mate Gerhardt Berger to
note I remember that on that day a young driverget the victory. They might also consider how after
from Germany; Michael Schumacher came in fourth.the 92 season he congratulated Mansell for having
 won; claiming Mansell had been the better driver who
There are moments in sports those who are fans willdeserved to win and making no reference to how he
never forget. This holding true no matter what sporthad had the better car which he did not use as an
we follow but to me this was one of them. Technicalexcuse.
information concerning the new sport or at least new 
to me that had caught my passion which I readMany might ask if I believe Senna to have been
about after that Monaco Grand Prix was that unlikebetter then Schumacher and to those that do I
Indy racing; in this sport not all cars were equal andwould say that with Formula One being a sport in
sometimes the difference between one racer’swhich perhaps 85 percent of winning depends on the
car and the next was really enormous as was thecar and so few on the driver it would be hard to say
case between Senna’s car and Mansell’sbut I in my never humble opinion would say that he
that season.was as good. Schumacher naturally won more races
 and world titles but then again Schumacher did race
Regarding Senna I also did my homework; finding outmore years (almost twice as many) and without
that he was from Sao Paolo and that at thehaving to face such strong competition from the likes
relatively young age of 31 was already a three timeof Prost, Mansell, Piquet or Lauda. I for my part ask
world champion in Formula One who had won awhat would have happened and how great Formula
career total of 33 races which placed him in secondOne would have been if Senna and Schumacher
only to Alain Prost’s 44 on the all time list.would have gone on to hold the great rivalry that
Concerning his relationship with Alan Prost; this wasshould have been had Senna lived on.